gosh i dun even noe if i consider today to b a lucky day or an unlucky day.. ytd night, when i realised the pressing mid-term tests, the homework assignment due, the various project deadlines, and most importantly, the lack of time to complete all these tasks, i figured i
have to sacrifice my sleep. so i was trying to study in the middle of the night when my bro walked in and said "i finally finished applying for BP's job". den he started to tell me tt actualli wat the traders' programme for BP is realli about, and i realised tt i can apply for it too. which is wat i've been trying to do recently -- applying for every company that is offering a position that i remotely haf a chance of getting. n den my bro said "yah okie. go apply. the deadline is tml. or
technically speaking, it's today"

i was appalled. damn damn last min. to top that, BP actualli requires us to answer some QUESTIONS... u noe, those kind "describe a challenge u faced" etc. so i stared at the
thing for a good half hour b4 i decided i shld gif up n jus wake up early later to do it b4 i go to sch for proj meeting. so after a few hours of slp, i woke up, spent a good few hours which could haf been spent studying for either my microE or econs test on the questionaire, rushed out my cover letter and resume, n decided to go to sch for proj meeting 1st cos i was damn late oredi and shun bian ask regina to help mi vet my resume b4 i submit the application online.

so i reached sch an hour late, discussed a little project, n couldn't hold my nervousness anymore as i was afraid that the online submission will haf a time limit as it is a saturday today. so i interrupted the meeting n asked regina to help me vet so tt i can submit. so it was done, and i wanted to submit mi application online at 4.50pm.

....

guess wat? the job application i wanted to apply to, is gone!! WTH. got time limit duno how to write ah? damn sianz.. after all the effort. but nice nice regina (n also thelma) consoled me and told me that i could call the office, leave a voicemail saying tt i'm sorry i missed the deadline as i din noe dere's a time limit, and pray to god that they'll accept my application by post. so i went to compose and rehearse my speech to the voicemail machine.

yaddle yaddle. okie rehearsed. den i called the office. "i'm sorry... we're closed... office hours is... you can press a number to transfer to (this line the automated machine repeat 2 times)... transfer cancelled... if you've an extension to dial pls do so now... no extension. good bye." den the phone hung up. WTH!~!!~!~ where got office no voicemail one!?~!~??~

so my last resort is to jus send the application through post den call the office on monday loh.. bo bian rite. so after we finally conclude proj meeting today, which is not productive again despite us trying VERY HARD, i came home with a heavy heart and the tot of typing my apology letter and posting out the application immed. i started typing the letter, n decided to chk the application once more.

TADAH! the job application appeared!!! n the deadline is extended to 2oct~ so i happily applied online. this stupid BP application.. i realli duno if it made my day or spoilt my day. pui.

i'm damn stressed!!!! 2 mid-term tests nex nex week, one hmwk assignment due this tues, 2 projects which are due soon, of cos one is DAMN difficult, plus my fyp. i tink i dun haf to slp this week. hehe